Time flys by

The past year was probably the toughest I ever had, I moved to another town, all my brothers moved out, so I was alone with my parents, which I wasn't used to, I lost my best friend, who I thought would be my best friend forever, my grandpa passed away, so many things changed, I felt uncomfortable so many times, I wasn't good at making new friends, because I'm quite a shy person when I am in front of a big amount of people. I felt like I was not good enough, not funny enough, not interesting enough, not pretty enough. I saw my old friends having fun while I was sitting alone at home and had nothing to do and felt lonely. It was a year full of pain and sadness, but also it was a year with a lot of great stuff that happened, dreams came true. I made new friends, started to get used to my new town (even though I still don't feel like I accepted being here), I met a lot of people on Twitter who became my friends, I achieved goals I never thought I would achieve, like writing for a newspaper or reaching 1k follower on Twitter. I did stuff I always wanted to do, like visiting Paris and going on top of it. Dreams came true like getting tweets from the OTHcast, who gave me a lot of strength. This year I started realizing who my real friends are and and who I can really count. I started to appreciate the little things, the tiny things. I guess this year just made me stronger and I am actually quite proud that I was able to make it.
Today was the last day of school before summer break so I am getting quite emotional thinking of the past year. I know the next years wont be easy too but I feel like I'm ready to fight for my dreams and that I can be the person I want to be. I know there are going to be struggles, but I know I can face them.
When I think of the past year, I don't think of all the heart ache and pain, I'm just thinking of all the things I achieved and the things I was able to go through by myself.
I'm writing this to give you all who are having a tough time some strength, and tell them that it does get better and that there's always something to look forward to. And I want you all to believe in yourself, because that's sometimes all you have.
I also want to thank all the people who were by my side through this tough time and ho supported me, I can't thank you enough.
I hope y'all are having a fantastic day <3

Believe

Hi Guys,
I just wanted to tell you that you ALL are amazing and capable! NEVER stop believing in yourself and what you're doing! Don't care about all the losers who try to bully you, you're much cooler than them, because you don't need to bully others just to feel better!
Believe in you, because someday everyone's gonna see that it's worth to believe in you. You gonna prove them that they were wrong!
Never hide who you really are, because people will like you for who you are.
You only live once, so do the best to make it worth. 
Don't let anyone feel you little or unloved. Because you are loved and you mean something to the world, and everyone's gonna see it, if you fight for your dreams and believe in them! I mean not everything is gonna work out perfectly and you will have to make

compromises, but if you fight for something and you work hard you gonna get closer to your dreams and you gonna reach them, step after step.

Never forget that you're unique and worth living, there might be people who make fun on you, but there are also people who love you and appreciate you! 
You inspire people everyday, you might not notice it, but you do!
So never ever stop being you, believing you!
And don't let anyone tell you, that you aren't amazing, because you are! Be proud of you and proud of what you were able to walk through! You are someone! You are special and unique!
I believe in you!
Xo Louisa